Chapter 20 - Writers Block

Updated: Jun 13

Who do I think I am, calling myself a 'writer'?


Sara, what is this behavior?

I'm sorry, I wrote this by mistake.

You cant, write it by mistake.

Then delete it if it bothers you.


send help


I thought writing was something that came natural to me. I did a pilot chapter, and then 19 more chapters after it. You would think this comes to me naturally right? Apparently not.


I've realized today that I need to be triggered by something to want to write. Which makes sense, because I use writing as my mode of 'therapy'. So dear ladies and gentlemen, I am happy to announce that. as the world is falling apart, nothing is triggering me at the moment, because I do not know what to write about. I am also happy to announce that I enjoy writing regardless of whether I am triggered or not. Therefore, you get this 'chapter', where I will ramble on and on.


I'll try to keep this short though, because I don't want you reading something pointless for more than 5 minutes. I love how WIX has this option of showing how long of a read the post will be. It's pretty cool. If I were you, I wouldn't read something that's longer than 2 minutes because I'd get bored. But I get feedback from my friends that they usually don't like reading stuff but they read my stuff because they like my style of writing? I guess that encourages me to write more. Thanks friends, for fueling my creativity. Apologies for the disappointment with this chapter because idk what I'm doing anymore. Is this why people are losing their minds during the quarantine? Is this me losing my mind? Is this real life or is this just fantasy?


But also, going back to what I was saying - we read pointless stuff EVERYDAY when we're scrolling through Instagram and Twitter. But I guess an image is easier to go through than a full blog post on how bored a person is. You keep reading thinking, come on Sara.. Get to the point. Sorry bubs, there's no point. There's no point of it all.

*enters spotlight in baby steps*


WHAT IS THE POINT OF LIFE ANYWAY?

THERE IS NO POINT.

WHAT IS THE PURPOSE OF IT ALL?

THERE IS NO PURPOSE.

WE'RE SITTING IN SELF ISOLATION.

THE WORLD HAS COME TO A HALT.

WHAT IS THE POINT OF LIFE ANYWAY?

THERE IS NO POINT.


*exits dramatically*


Please note that I am currently laughing my ass off at how whack I am. I do not apologize for my actions because I am who I am.


So I think I anticipated this writers block. I asked my twitter fam couple weeks ago as to what I should write about, I got some pretty cool ideas though. Someone asked me to write something on Anti-Heroes. That's a cool topic right? I wanted to do something on that and build it up with how we are all anti-heroes and just don't know it yet. Stay tuned for that chapter. I don't have the energy to sit and think and write carefully, but I'll do it soon.


How else can I waste your time today.


I'll end this with a poem.


Roses are red

Violets are blue

I am in quarantine

So should you


Thank you for your 2 minutes,

Stay safe, wash your hands and ass,


Love,

Sara Haseeb

xo

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